Well, it seems that, as I'm only able to get to the library, and the internet maybe once a week, I have not been able to blog very much. But so much has happened since my last one. I had a friend show up on FB and help me find my son's dead beat dad. And a week ago, my daughter moved out to Baytown Texas with a long time friend of her's who is like a mother to her. I'm ok with this, except that I miss my grandchildren very much. I have practically raised the oldest one myself and it's like losing a part of yourself when you don't see them every day, after being used to waking up to her beautiful face everyday for 20 month's . But I have to let the rope go sometimes, huh.
Well I find that my daughter finally let the dead beat dad loose after he put his hands on her again and head butted her, kicked a fan over which fell and hit my 8 month old granddaughter on the head at 3am, and had to go get them and their stuff once again. But I pray that she finally opened her eyes. She seems to have. But then today I'm checking up on my face book, and see that now she has hooked up with some other boy that I have never heard of, but she says they went to school together and she knew him 12 years ago..
When do they turn loose and stop running to guys at every turn. That is like jumping from the frying pan intot he fire. But she doesn't see it that way. She just tells me that I need to butt out. That's easier said than done with babies involved. What is a mother to do. Is there anyone out there who can give me any advice how to really let go and stop worrying so much.......... help
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